Radharani is our Queen (Swamini). She is our beginning, middle and end.
Feb 17: Today started on a funny note. The pigeons (whose tuu tuuu sound usually wakes me up in the morning) didn't listen to my Radhe Radhe instructions and rather started making a louder sound instead (For those who didn't understand this, please read the last day's diary here and then come back on this. Lol).
Inspite of Aindra Prabhu's kirtan being in almost full sound on my Bluetooth speaker, the pigeon's sound was audible as well. Btw Aindra Prabhu's kirtan has been going on in my home almost 247 since Dec '17 when I was allowed to mercifully take up residence here in Vrindavan. Had learnt it from a vrajvasi baba about the urgent need to take the shelter of Shudh Harinam Sankirtan.
Anyway, to stop the pigeon making their irritating sound, I had to get out of the blanket, open the glass door and drive them away. But doing so and stepping in the balcony meant that I was exposed to the cold weather outside and it meant that my sleep was completely gone.
Btw as taught by Rasika Acharyas, I consider anybody I meet in life (or also these pigeons) as a form of Radharani and Krishna coming to guide me further to Vrindavan Prema Rasa. Hence, I have a very warm and communicative relationship with everybody I meet TILL the time it is related to Vrindavan, Radharani and Krishna. Anything else and all communication is blocked strictly as vraj-prema-bhakti is urgent need for soul and cannot be compromised no matter what.
A soul has to go back to Godhead, back to Goloka Vrindavan asap! This is urgent, as repeated time and again by exalted saints and Rasika Acharays, including Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Thakur, Srila Prabhupada, Aindra Prabhu.
Since these pigeons are of Vrindavan, they are vrajvasis and very very special. Vrajvasis or residents of Vraj Bhumi Vrindavan are not ordinary. The peacocks, trees, animals, or devotees residing in Vrindavan are super special. Read this article to understand Vrindavan & the earlier statement in depth!
Doesn't matter what but anything you see, anybody you meet; the focus should be to internally meditate on Radharani constantly. Even if you are talking to others, but even then, you are just thinking of Radha & Krishna internally even without the other person knowing about it. The Advanced Spirituality Guide here has all inner details on how to execute this yukti (method).
The book 'Demystifying The Mystical Vrindavan' is the essence and crux of this entire website.
If you are considering to dive into the final goal of our Vedic Scriptures and spiritual life, and if Radharani inspires you, do get a copy of the book .
Srila Rupa Goswami Prabhupada says in Nectar of Instruction that one should not do prajalpa (non-sense) talks that are not connected to Radha, Krishna and Vrindavan. Why unnecessary talk about politics, news and all things that deviate us from our chintan (meditation) on Shyama Shyam?
However, let's say that if one is working outside, then the yukti (method) that Srila Rupa Goswami writes is that such talks should be only that much that is important. Nothing more.
One needs to be strict in this if they want to actually revive their original eternal constitutional position as a servant of Krishna. This is urgent!
Coming back, I checked my phone's notepad for daily worklist before taking a shower. As was doing so, realised that the workload was little.
Impromptu came to mind to visit Raval - the birthplace of Radharani. The drive was fantastic as the way was through the interiors of village. Open fields. You can shout, sing Radha Radha, Hare Krishna... and it feels really good. Nobody is watching except for Radharani and Krishna themselves.
At Raval, finished my 16 rounds. Captured a few shots at the end for making a video later. It would be out on Vraj Vrindavan's YouTube Channel. You can subscribe there for cinematic videos of places of Vraj Bhumi.
Radharani has made me go on a film making and digital journey since last 7-8 years and hence am not really required to prepare for shoots. It comes impromptu without any planning as such. Anyway, have no interest in it all unless it being connected to Vrindavan. Btw have been forced to do Vraj Vrindavan project by guru-tattva inspite of a lot of initial reluctance from my side.
Shot quickly at Raval, came back and did some social media and website optimisations. Spoke to a few clients and oversaw some consulting projects.
Later put some confidential lectures on vraj-prema-bhakti by Rasika Vaishnavas before dozing off to sleep. The importance of daily lectures by Premi Rasika Vaishnavas, and reading Vrindavan Prema Rasa books is so so important. Check Advanced Spirituality Guide here to augment your prema-bhajan 1000x.
Externally, the life of Vaishnava seems very dry but only the guru tattva and the seeker knows of the bliss they are relishing every moment. Vrindavan Prema Rasa is very beautiful.
Feb 18: Today was a very intense day. Did a lot of website optimisations for Vraj Vrindavan. Apart from that, was guiding remote teams on other consulting projects for major part of the second half of the day. Had a beautiful conversation with a vrajvasi friend early morning itself about very confidential passtimes of Divine Couple. The subject of discussion is strategically placed in this article. You can read it completely if Sriji inspires you. That set the mood for the entire day. The inner aspiration is to keep hearing beautiful pastimes of Divine Couple every moment. The heart yearns for it. Vrindavan Dham is so so beautiful.
Do explore random articles on this website. Here's the list of all content on Vraj Vrindavan. There are a lot of confidential elements placed around this site (as was inspired by Sri Vrindavan Dham). It's up to the seeker to find it as Sriji inspires them from within.
Sri Vrindavan Dham awaits you!
Jai Jai Shri Radhe!
Hare Krishna!